Voodoo Child v. 16: it doesn't have to be eternal to be immortal.

First off congrats to Tootles who welcomes a new baby sister to the world. To think...she could have literally joined us in at Rudy's Can't Fail. Also big love to Buff Bagwell and Whitley on their engagement. Congrats...it's about time.

Job fair: sucked. I wish I could have put my finger on it, but at the end of the day, I was not wanting things to go my way. I wasn't feeling like the dog and pony show came to town and I wasn't about to go whore myself off to jobsites. And the Paris school wasn't even there. Ass.

I have come to one conclusion: I have built it. They just need to come. And if you don't know what I'm talking about you need to go Google it. I have literally not put myself inline with where I want to be, that is, I haven't put my heart and soul into my search. If I had, I'd probably be getting more bites, but the truth is, change is hard, and I need to be okay with that before I can move on. I feel like not knowing where husbandido is with his job life means putting my life on hold for now. I have been in that holding pattern for a while, and it almost breaks my heart.

I would love to do this all over and go to new places and do new things, but my heart's not into it. I'll be honest with you, it's mostly my fault, but I can't move until I get my shit together anyway.

I am moving along though, with my photography, taking pictures of mostly things around me, whenever I leave my office and go places. I don't do too much, honestly, but so far I have about 170 pictures to show for it. I think I'm going to work on a new site to catalog all that I'm doing thus far.

Which brings me to my next point: I am going to edit a book for all my BRLers including published posts from all the brl family and the brl friends. it will include photographs, paintings, sketches, whatever my staff has come up with in the last few years. I plan on trying to find a publisher, but I also plan on self-publishing if I can't find one so we can have a catalogue of all the hard works we have put together over the years.

I'll send out an email to my staff and to brl friends/family. if you're interested, and you don't appear on my usual lists, please email me!

thanks,

voodoo